My thoughts drifted, as if I had returned to a few years ago.

That year, Xie Shi'an was only nineteen years old.

He has witnessed the ugliness and complexity of human nature with his own eyes. He has just experienced the death of a loved one, and his heart is ashamed, and he despairs of this world.

On the plane to study abroad, he refused the food and water delivered by the flight attendant, and just slept with his eyes closed all the way.

But couldn't sleep at all.

Thinking over and over again of the scene of his sister's tragic death in his mind, his eyes were red.

Tears dripped silently down the corners of his eyes, and he hastily wiped them away.

Not wanting the surrounding passengers to notice anything, Xie Shi'an suppressed his emotions and clasped his hands tightly, but he still couldn't help shaking.

He heard a light, soft and sweet voice beside him: "Hello, I accidentally dropped my lipstick on the floor, it seems to have rolled under your seat, can you pick it up for me?"

Xie Shi'an opened his eyes, and saw a bright and beautiful face.

The girl's eyes were big, like a pool of clear and flexible water, and she was looking at him without blinking.

He didn't speak, and leaned over to help her pick up the lipstick.

The girl smiled sweetly and said thank you, turned around and took out a handful of colorful toffee from her bag, and handed it over:

"When I'm in a bad mood, I especially like to eat this kind of candy. After eating it, no matter how bad the mood is, it becomes sweeter."

Her eyebrows and eyes are gentle and sincere, "Give it to you, I hope you can also be in a good mood."

Xie Shi'an looked at her silently and didn't answer.

"Try one, it's very sweet, I won't lie to you."

The girl peeled one for him, handed it to him, and insisted gently, "You will know after you taste it."

Xie Shi'an didn't know why, so he picked it up anyway.

Under the girl's expectant gaze, she put it in her mouth.

A ray of sweetness with a milky fragrance spreads on the tip of the bitter and numb tongue.

With a slight smile on her brows and eyes, she asked him, "Is it sweet?"

Xie Shi'an's lips moved, and he said hoarsely, "Sweet."

That was the first word he said that day, and the acquaintance between them began from there.

She put a handful of candies in his hand and said with a smile, "Then I'll give you all of them. I hope they can turn your bad mood into a sweet good mood."

His bad mood, did not sweeten.

But it was indeed because of the girl in front of me, and because of the candy she gave, it was somewhat diverted.

That may be the most memorable candy in his life, not only because this candy is really sweet, but also because of the kindness and warmth that the girl gave him inadvertently.

Knowing that they are all going to study in a certain European country, and the schools they are going to are not far away, the girl is very pleasantly surprised, and slightly tilts her head: "My name is Sang Qianqian, how about you?"

At that time, a ray of sunlight came in through the porthole of the engine room, and her fair and clear face had a sweet smile, like a layer of holy light.

Xie Shi'an stared at her blankly for a long while before saying, "My name is Xie Shi'an."

Before boarding the plane, he only had a disheartened hatred for this world, without any expectations.

But when she got off the plane, she looked at Sang Qian and waved to him with a smile, saying goodbye to him.

He suddenly felt that this seemingly ugly world was not useless.

Every weekend, he would go to Sang Qianqian's school to see her.

She was very busy with her studies, and sometimes the two of them would sit down and have a simple meal and drink a cup of coffee. Sometimes, he only had time to say a few words to her before she left in a hurry with her book in her arms.

He didn't study medicine originally, he is not interested in anything, and it doesn't matter what he studies.

But because of Sang Qianqian, he later transferred to the medical department just to have more common language with her.

Knowing that she wanted to graduate early and return to Guangdong City, he also studied hard and successfully graduated with her, and later went to work in the same hospital.

He knew that Sang Qianqian had rejected many people's confession, and knew that she was slow to develop relationships and didn't want to fall in love too early.

So he has been waiting patiently, with a distance and a way she can accept, to accompany her gently by her side.

The night Sang Qianqian finally agreed to be his girlfriend, Xie Shi'an was so excited that he didn't sleep all night.

I went out before four o'clock in the morning, searched a lot, and finally found a flower shop that had just opened. I bought a bouquet of flowers with dew on it. It was only after five o'clock when I arrived at the hospital.

But he was not sleepy at all, and he was full of energy throughout the day.

The joy of that day, perhaps, he will never be able to relive it for the rest of his life.

Because there is no ecstasy that can surpass that day.

What Xie Shi'an regretted the most was that he followed Ruan Cheng's arrangement and returned to the capital.

It's a pity that there is no road to regret in this world.

If you make a wrong step, you will turn around and everything will change, and it will be difficult to undo it.

Sang Qianqian was silent for a long time, feeling inexplicable in her heart.

At the beginning, she just felt that there was something wrong with the mood of the young man around her, as if a major change had happened.

I wanted to talk to him to persuade him, but I didn't know how to say it, so I pretended to drop the lipstick, asked him to pick it up, and gave him some candy, hoping to make the other person feel better.

But I didn't expect that because of this, I would meet Xie Shi'an later and become friends.

What's more, Xie Shi'an would like her because of this, and painstakingly stayed by her side for four years.

Sometimes the fate between people is really hard to say.

When she broke up with Xie Shi'an, she was actually depressed for a while.

At that time, who would have believed that she went to Mingcheng, and within three months, she was with Shen Hanyu and agreed to marry him.

There may be depths of fate, but it is hard to say right or wrong in life.

Sometimes in life, it is precisely in the constant misses and regrets that the ultimate consummation can be achieved.

It can only be said that for some people, if they miss it, they miss it.

Sang Qianqian finally raised her eyes and smiled at Xie Shi'an, "Shi'an, close your eyes, I have something for you."

Xie Shi'an looked at her deeply, and subconsciously clenched the hand hanging by his side.

He closed his eyes, in front of his eyes, it was pitch black, and the surroundings were silent.

She could only hear her rustling something out of her bag, "Shi'an, stretch out your hand."

Xie Shi'an stretched out his hand, and felt her soft and warm fingers put something in his palm.

It seems to be pieces, are they the candies she gave him back then?

Xie Shi'an's throat seemed to be choked by something, "Qianqian."

He wanted to open his eyes, but the girl's soft hands covered his eyes, "Shi'an, don't open your eyes, it will be fine soon."

Just as Xie Shi'an was about to speak, a sharp pain suddenly came from his wrist, like the tingling of a needle being injected into the skin.

After a few seconds, the tingling disappeared.

Sang Qianqian's soft voice came from my ear, "Shi'an, I still have a few questions I want to ask you. What do I ask and what do you answer? Tell me all the truth you know, okay?"

Her voice was like a gentle wind, which made people feel drunk, confused, and a little bewitching.

All of Xie Shi'an's perceptions seemed to be concentrated on her voice, and he followed her involuntarily, falling into a dreamland that seemed unreal and unreal.

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