Barracks of Rebirth

Chapter 83: The Scars of the Past

Watching Zou Ze leave, Ji Liang turned to look at Ji Xin'an, the expression in his eyes was obviously asking 'what's going on? ’ But this time it was much calmer,

Ji Xin'an felt that if he did something out of the ordinary, he would be arrested. It seemed that he really didn't have the potential to do bad things. But this time, the relationship with Zou Ze was just arguing, so there was no sign of guilt.

"Dad, he's just my master's son. We're just ordinary friends. We were just joking just now. Don't get me wrong." , Ji Xinan hurriedly explained to Ji Liang.

After hearing her explanation and seeing her looking at him worriedly, Ji Liang felt relieved and smiled lightly. "I didn't misunderstand, Dad believes that you will not do anything to deceive us."

"Father, it's very kind of you." Seeing that what he said was believed by him without any compromise, Ji Xin'an felt happy, and coquettishly embraced his father's arm, and leaned his head on his shoulder.

"When your master recovers from his injury, invite his family to our house for a meal. You are really good. We have known each other for so many years. They teach you things and help you find a place to exercise. Everyone at home I don't know, if he wasn't injured this time, maybe we wouldn't know you have such a master." Ji Liang nodded Ji Xin'an's forehead, although there was a little blame in his tone, but he didn't really blame her. After all, when the child is older, he should have his own social circle.

"Didn't I forget it? I will introduce you to each other after a while, but I have to wait for the master to install the prosthesis." Ji Xin'an said with a smile. He was indeed negligent, but I really can't blame her. It's only been a few days since I came back, and my parents both go to work, so they have no intersection at all.

Ji Liang also understood what she meant, so of course he would not have any objections, "As long as you don't forget this time."

The father and daughter went home talking and laughing.

After more than a month of recovery, Zou Weiguo was finally discharged from the hospital. Although he could be discharged from the hospital, the wounds on other parts of his body were almost healed, and the amputation wound had not completely healed. Go home and recuperate for a period of time, and only after you have fully healed can you put on the agenda.

So even after returning home, Zou Weiguo still needs someone to take care of him, and Liu Lihua took care of him alone, and Zou Ze was really worried, so Ji Xin'an came up with the idea of ​​paying for a special guard to help take care of him, so that Liu Lihua could also be taken care of by others. It's easier, and she doesn't have to ask for leave like this to stay at home all the time. After all, she also has her own job, so she can't always go to work like this.

Zou Ze immediately agreed after hearing this, but Zou Weiguo and Zou Weiguo disagreed anyway. Although Zou Weiguo's medical expenses were paid by the army, it is impossible for someone to take care of the money for the nurses. There is no such precedent in the army.

But if you pay for someone yourself, money is another problem. Both of the family members are soldiers. Although the expenses are relatively small and they have some savings over the years, the monthly salary is a certain number, and how much can they have. And after this injury, there are many places to spend money, so of course we should save money if we can save it.

Zou Ze laughed after hearing the worries of the two, "Mom, don't worry, you don't need to control the money, I will pay it."

"Where did you get the money, the pocket money you usually save? It's not enough for a nurse's salary for a month." Liu Lihua didn't care at all after hearing what he said, how could she believe that he would have money.

"Mom, I haven't asked you for pocket money these past few years. I'm really rich." So I told them about myself and Ji Xin'an making records, starting a company, and developing tourist areas.

"The two of you are peace of mind and frustration? You also run the largest entertainment company in the city?" Zou Weiguo doesn't like these pop songs, so he may not know it, but it doesn't mean that Liu Lihua didn't know how popular the two of them were back then.

Before the two of them nodded, Zou Weiguo spoke again, "You have shares in that 'Xanadu' in the suburbs?" If it was Zou Weiguo in the past, he definitely didn't know this, and he didn't know what it meant, but he lived for so long In the hospital, a lot of time is spent watching TV, and the local news is what he must watch every day. He is very familiar with the "Xanadu" that often appears in the news.

"The things you mentioned are ours, but not all of them, just some shares." Ji Xin'an took the words and explained with a smile.

After receiving Ji Xin'an's affirmative answer, Zou Weiguo was speechless in surprise. Ji Xin'an and Zou Ze had started making money since junior high school. It is incomparable, and the "Xanadu" who wanted to recover from his illness and took Liu Lihua to play together had their shares.

Liu Lihua was no less shocked than him. Unlike Zou Weiguo, she often didn't go home. She lived with Zou Ze every day. He did so many things without knowing it. In fact, Zou Ze did these things. It's not without a trace of abnormality, as he himself said that he has not cared about his pocket money and school money for several years, and often buys clothes and other things by himself.

But I never cared about it. It seems that she is really dereliction of duty as a prostitute. Fortunately, her son is sensible and does all the right things. If he learns something bad like other children, the consequences will be serious. Thinking about it now I feel scared.

If Zou Ze had done such a big thing without telling his family in the past, and was found out, he must have been scolded, but after going through this time, Zou Weiguo also thought a lot, "Zou Ze is real this time. When we grow up, we don’t have to worry about it anymore.”

Liu Lihua was still sad because of her dereliction of duty, and she felt very emotional after hearing Zou Weiguo's words, but at the same time she felt a little lost. In her eyes, Zou Ze was still the son she held in her arms, but in a blink of an eye, he already had his own son. cause.

"Dad, I just wanted to play along at the beginning, and I only sang a few songs at the earliest time. I didn't think the others would be of any use to me. I didn't expect it to develop to such an extent. If I knew it earlier, I would tell Yours." Zou Ze saw that Zou Weiguo didn't talk about him as usual, but he was not used to it, and seeing Liu Lihua's disappointed face, he was busy trying to explain something.

"You don't have to think too much. Dad is happy for you. You can have such a big career at such a young age. It seems that I really underestimated you before." Zou Weiguo looked at him with satisfaction, although he could not inherit his own He was very disappointed in his career, but he was also happy that he was able to achieve success in other areas.

"Master, Zou Ze's abilities are more than that, you just wait to see him succeed in the future." Ji Xin'an saw that the two were a little disappointed, and understood what they were thinking, but he couldn't persuade him, so he praised Zou Ze , and only in this way will they be happier.

"You're the only one with a sweet mouth." Zou Weiguo knew that Ji Xin'an wanted to make him happy, so he slapped her on the head with a smile.

Ji Xin'an covered his head and looked at him with dissatisfaction, but he thought the business was important, so he didn't bother with him, "You don't object to spending money to find someone to take care of the master this time, right?"

"Then do as you said, and it will also make your teacher's wife feel more relaxed." Zou Weiguo saw that they had worked hard to take care of him these days, since there are such conditions, he should listen to them.

Seeing that he agreed, the two looked at each other and smiled. After finishing this matter, the two can finally go to school with peace of mind.

A few days later, Zou Ze's family affairs were settled, and the two finally went back to school to go to school. They didn't come at the beginning of the most critical high school, and it lasted for more than a month. The students in the class were very curious. , but Ji Xin'an and Zou Ze's Tai Chi skills are still good, so they easily get over it.

When Yao Wenhao saw Ji Xin'an reappeared at the school, he felt all kinds of emotions in his heart, such as postsexuality, annoyance, and sadness.

These days he knew where Ji Xin'an was, but he didn't have the courage to meet her, but he still hoped that she would come back soon. This kind of contradictory psychology has always made him sleepless. Today, when he finally saw her, he felt in his heart I don't know whether to be happy or what.

"An'an, I...I want to talk to you." Yao Wenhao saw that there were always people around Ji Xin'an, and he didn't have the courage to stand up in front of other people. After school, he found that Ji Xin'an was finally just himself Alone, hurriedly took this opportunity to follow.

"What else can we talk about? Do you think it is necessary?" Ji Xin'an saw him again, her heart was very calm, and she could probably guess what he wanted to say, since she met him in Zou Weiguo's ward. For himself, he must know everything, but even so, nothing can be changed.

"An'an, don't leave yet. I'll just say a few words, and I won't delay you for too long." Yao Wenhao hurriedly blocked her way, fearing that she would leave just like that.

Ji Xin'an thought for a while, and thought it would be good if he could talk about it, so he nodded slightly and agreed to his request.

The two were standing on the side of the road, and many students passing by after school would look at them curiously when they passed by, so it was not convenient to talk here, so they found a quiet place.

I don't know if it's a coincidence or what, but the place they came to was the coffee shop where Ji Xin'an and Yao Wenhao's mother had an appointment last time. This time Ji Xin'an didn't go into the private room, but found a remote corner in the lobby down.

After the two sat down, Yao Wenhao looked at the girl in front of him who had only smiled at him, and was stunned for a moment with all kinds of feelings in his heart.

Seeing that Yao Wenhao stopped talking after sitting down, Ji Xin'an leaned lightly on the back of the chair and looked at Yao Wenhao expressionlessly, "If you have anything to say, just say it, I have something to do later."

"An'an, how have you been during this time?" Yao Wenhao woke up from his reverie.

"It's still the same, it's okay to say no." Ji Xin'an picked up the coffee in front of him and took a sip.

Regarding Ji Xin'an's cold face, although Yao Wenhao was prepared, he was still a little embarrassed, but he still mustered up the courage to look at Ji Xin'an, "An'an, I was at fault for what happened before, I should apologize to you."

"Didn't you say you were not wrong? How could you be wrong?" Ji Xin'an sneered. Although she can face Yao Wenhao calmly now, it doesn't mean that she has forgotten his insult and brought it up again. Immediately, I thought of the sadness when I was misunderstood by him.

"I'm sorry, it was all my fault at the beginning. I used your feelings for Yu Yao to have the opportunity to be with Zou Ze. After you found out, I didn't want to repent. Instead, I framed your relationship with Uncle Zou. Now that I think about it, I’m really nothing, and I’m really sorry for you.” Yao Wenhao lowered his head, his face turned hot in the face of Ji Xin’an’s sarcasm, but he didn’t blame her, he hurt her first, if Ji Xin’an beat him now If he could vent his anger, he would be willing to let her beat him up.

"What's the use of you still saying that now, it's been so long." Ji Xin'an turned his head to look out the window, and didn't ask whether he would accept his apology.

"But even if it's in the past, it's still my fault. I have to apologize, and this matter has been in my heart, tormenting me. If I don't say it, I may feel guilty for the rest of my life." Yao Wenhao raised his head, his face full of remorse color.

"But so what, the harm you have caused me has already been done, and if you come to apologize now, he will no longer exist." Ji Xin said leisurely, only she knew that she could come over this hurdle. How difficult it is.

"I know that no matter what I do, I can't make up for the harm I did to you, and I don't expect to ask for your forgiveness. As long as you feel better, you can just beat me up." Yao Wenhao looked at Ji Xin'an , the eyes are full of sincerity.

Ji Xin'an looked into his eyes and felt a throbbing in his heart. Although Yao Wenhao's purpose of approaching her was not there, they had loved each other and had good memories after all. Facing his sincere apology, the original hatred was also gone. Less, "What kind of problem can be solved by hitting you? If you just want to feel at ease, then you can just pretend that I forgive you." Ji Xin'an chuckled, although her heart was a little soft, but in her heart, this relationship has already The past has passed, although the scar is still there, but I can't carry it on and go on.

"You...can you really forgive me?" When Yao Wenhao heard that Ji Xin'an forgave him, his heart suddenly became agitated, and he didn't pay attention to Ji Xin'an's tone. There was only one thought in his mind, An An forgiving him up.

Ji Xin'an nodded, "Things have passed for so long, what's the point of always remembering those unhappy things, instead of always remembering and hating the past, it's better to let go." Hating someone is too much. Tired, she is still so young, she still has a good time to live, and her many years of ideals can be realized. She had so much to do, no time to hold grudges against him.

"An'an, if you can forgive me, can you give me another chance, give me a chance to make up for you, I will treat you well, and I will not let you suffer any more grievances, and I will treat you honestly and trust you I will never make such a mistake again." Yao Wenhao stared at Ji Xin'an excitedly, his eyes full of anticipation, and felt that he had gone from hell to heaven all at once.

"I can forgive you, but some things have already happened, and they will never be repaired. The scar in my heart is already there, and it will never disappear no matter what happens." Ji Xin'an shook his head lightly, Although they really loved each other, but after going through that kind of hurt, even if they are moved again, they will never look back.

"I'm sorry, I know I hurt you too much, just give me a chance to repent, okay?" Yao Wenhao felt a little distressed, not because of her rejection, but because of Ji Xin'an. Misunderstanding her, and misunderstood her like that, she must have been hurt deeply at that time.

"Although I am so open-minded now, I still blamed you in my heart just now. In this case, I can forgive you, which means that I want to forget these things and only remember the good things we once had. Looking back on this relationship after many years, I wish I remembered all the best memories and not the bad ones. But even if it was good, it is in the past, and I can't pretend that those things didn't happen again. With you." Every love has his beautiful and happy side, whether it is the betrayal of the boyfriend in the previous life, or the impure purpose of Yao Wenhao in this life, but they have all been happy, this is enough, maybe after many years she will still be happy. Will fall in love with someone again, but he will definitely not be Yao Wenhao again, he has passed.

"Actually, I should have thought of such a result a long time ago. To get your forgiveness is already an unexpected surprise. It's just a little unwilling. You used to like me so unreservedly, but now you can only do it with such a It ends with one result." Yao Wenhao bowed his head in frustration, maybe he himself ruined their relationship, what would he do if he could do it all over again, he thought he would confess those things immediately, if he said it himself If it comes out, even if Ji Xin'an's character will be angry, he will not go to where he is today. Unfortunately, there is nothing if.

"Actually, you can't blame you for misunderstanding some things. I didn't tell you clearly about the situation at that time. You should know the real situation now. I won't say more. Don't worry about it anymore. Just let these Let it all go." Ji Xin'an smiled softly, and the moment she said she forgave Yao Wenhao, she really let go, and she felt a lot more relaxed, it turned out that when forgiving others, she also let herself go.

"I can't let it go, maybe I pursued you because of Yaoyao at the beginning, but when you really agreed to be with me, I forgot Yaoyao and my original purpose, all I had was excitement and excitement , the days with you are my happiest time, I really like you, but I messed up all of this, and I don't even have a chance to make up for it." Looking at Ji Xin'an who was close at hand , as if seeing that pair of bright eyes and beautiful smile under the fireworks, that day may be the happiest day in his life, but happiness is so short.

"I was also happy at that time, but we really can't go back. Even if we are barely together, we won't have the same feeling as before." Ji Xin'an didn't expect that there would be such a day for the two of them, and talked about the relationship at that time again. Things, this kind of feeling makes people feel very strange, although some miss those good things, but there is only nostalgia left.

Yao Wenhao's answer was expected. Since there was no hope, he would not be too disappointed. "An'an, I know that you are heartbroken by me and have no confidence in me anymore, but I will not give up, even if you will never accept me again, I am satisfied just looking at you from such a distance .”

Yao Wenhao uttered the things that had been kept in his heart all of a sudden, and he felt a lot more relaxed, but people are just so dissatisfied. At first, he thought that as long as Ji Xin'an could not blame him, he would be satisfied. Now that Ji Xin'an has forgiven him, he thinks more. He believes that Ji Xin'an once really liked him, so he still has feelings for him. If he can change his past and treat him sincerely Ji Xin'an, maybe he still has a chance.

"Although I can't ask you what to do, but since we broke up, I won't look back, so don't waste time on me anymore." Ji Xin'an felt helpless when he saw that he didn't give up, he thought What you say doesn't count, but what you say still counts.

"You can not accept my pursuit again, or you can dismiss me, but you can't stop me from liking you, you can rest assured that even if I pursue you again, it will not interfere with your normal life, nor will it give You bring any trouble." He knows Ji Xin'an well, and knows what she hates the most, if he really stalks her every day, not only will he have no chance, but even the relationship he has now will be gone.

Ji Xin'an shook her head helplessly, she had said everything she could say, if he didn't affect her, then she couldn't control what he wanted. "I still have something to do. If you have nothing else, I'll go first."

"An'an, are we still friends now?" Seeing that Ji Xin'an had stood up to leave, he also stood up and looked at her expectantly.

Ji Xin'an turned around, looked at his expectant eyes, his heart softened, and he really wanted to agree to him, but he really didn't want to give him the hope that didn't exist, so he hardened his heart, "Yao Wenhao, we are still ordinary classmates. Well, although I forgive you, I don't want to have someone by my side reminding me of the existence of that wound every day."

Yao Wenhao's heart sank when he heard this, but he didn't blame Ji Xin'an, he could understand her, what she had done was already considered generous, so he didn't stop him anymore and let Ji Xin'an leave.

Although the relationship between the two is not even considered friends, but with Ji Xin'an's forgiveness, a stone in his heart finally fell to the ground. He wanted to use his own efforts to win back Ji Xin'an's heart. Years, ten years if not one year, he wants to make up for the harm he did to Ji Xin'an in his own way.

Looking at Ji Xin'an's leaving back, thinking that she had a cold war with him because of the college entrance examination, it seemed like yesterday, but now thinking about it, even the quarrel was so sweet back then, so he murmured: "Perhaps going to military school is also a good choice.

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