About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple

Probably this sentence means too much to the two of them.

As a result, neither Qiyue nor Liuli responded for a long time.

Sakakibara Suzu could hear the sound of rain outside the balcony and smell the meals prepared in advance by Sister Ruri on the dining table.

The three of them stared at each other for longer and longer, and Sakakihara Suzu became more and more frightened and afraid to see what was going to happen next.

She turned her back, and then she heard Tianhai Qimingyue's plain questioning from behind:

"You know what you're talking about, right?"

This is what I asked my brother.

Probably because I had a wrong connection in my head today, this guy actually answered without hesitation: "I understand."

This tone.

this attitude

This is a straightforward admission.

Even though Sakakihara Suzu was standing at the entrance of the living room, far away and with her back to several people, she couldn't help but touch her forehead.

oh——my——god!

Dude is going to die.

Completely finished!

Sure enough, a moment later, Tianhai Qimingyue asked again:

"You know what you are talking about, and you dare to say it to me and my sister?"

"I just know, I just understand, that's why I said this to you and Liuli."

Sakakihara Suzu knew that several people fell into silence again because of this guy's shameless discovery.

She didn't even need to turn around to look, she knew that Sister Qi was staring at her brother with a look that was so plain as to kill.

When this bastard of his said this, he was undoubtedly provoking the feelings between several people and provoking the bottom line.

"Brother, is there anything else you want to say?"

"Yes, of course."

Sakakihara Raku's expression is extremely serious and sincere.

"It's just that what I'm going to say next is very long, and it's all my thoughts about Zhixue. Can you listen carefully to what I have to say?"

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Tianhai Jiuliuli and Tianhai Qimingyue both remained silent.

"I understand. Since you are willing to listen, then I will tell you everything that is in my heart. No matter what Qiyue and Liuli decide, I will respect your choice and will do my best to save you."

call.

Sakakibara looked away from the identical faces of the twins and took a deep breath.

Then, he slowly told the two of them:

"July, and Liuli, these days, I'm not the only one thinking about Yuki, right?

"I know you don't have no feelings for Zhixue. After getting along for so long, her existence and the time spent with her have built the foundation for this.

"I also understand, Qiyue Liuli, you regard Zhixue as your family. Otherwise, you wouldn't have specifically told me to take care of Zhixue."

"To be honest, in order to deal with the relationship between us a while ago, I have been avoiding Zhixue and deliberately staying away from her.

"This was an unreasonable alienation for her. It left her at a loss. It made her often wonder if she had done something wrong or if she had done something wrong somewhere. It annoyed me. Then she derived the idea of ​​wanting to do something to me. Okay, you want me to be happy

"Perhaps this estrangement has caused some harm to Zhixue. Since this estrangement, she began to feel inferior in her heart. She did not recognize herself and did not believe that she desperately wanted to make me happy.

"But she didn't have much ideas to begin with, and she couldn't think of anything that would make me happy. She wrote a song before and gave it to me, but I rejected it.

"Over time, Zhixue's feelings of inferiority began to accumulate."

When Sakakibara said this, he paused and glanced at Amami Nanamiyue and Amami Kuruuri who were listening patiently.

After resting for a while, Sakakibara continued:

"After the incident a while ago, Shi Zhixue gradually began to realize that her existence was a trouble for us. She was a burden. During that time, she kept apologizing to you and became less lively than before. She began to realize that we Maybe there is no need for her at all. Her existence is just causing us trouble. This makes her feel inferior and more sensitive.

"Qiyue and Liuli still remember that Zhixue kept herself locked in the house during that time, right?

"Actually, that's because Zhixue keeps reciting the manual I gave her. She doesn't want to make any more mistakes and make you unhappy.

"Later, just recently, grandpa came to our house frequently and wanted to take yuki back. We argued too many times with grandpa. Maybe yuki secretly hid in the corner and saw our discussion about her. She felt inferior. Further deepening. She completely weakened her own existence and kept devaluing it.

"She completely thinks that she is a trouble. Staying here will only make things difficult for you, Liuli and me. She doesn't want this. She doesn't want this. The guilt she feels towards us made her take the initiative to ask me to go home. idea

"Even if she likes me, us, and this family very much. Even if she still wants to have dinner with us and go to school together. But when she thinks of the fact that she caused it, she feels inferior and thinks that it is her existence that caused it. We became unhappy. So in the end, she chose to take nothing away, put all her favorite things here, and returned home silently."

Sakakihara laughed bitterly:

"Even if grandpa blocked all the news, you can probably guess what happened after Qiyue, Liuli, and Zhixue returned. She had a recurrence of her original disease because of the strong emotions in her heart. Just now, Ling and I went When visiting Zhixue, she not only couldn't remember Ling, but she also completely forgot her father's identity.

“Only, she never forgot my promise to take her home and make her fried ice cream.

"Actually, this is not bad, but the pain is because she still remembers the fact that she made things difficult for us. She was reminded of these things, and even had symptoms of anxiety disorder. She still held her head and showed extreme pain on the hospital bed. This is the first time I have seen Zhixue look like this. In my impression, Zhixue has always been that innocent and silly look.

"Although Uncle Ying said it was just a small thing and nothing serious, Yuki has never had such anxiety symptoms before. In fact, if you think about it carefully, you can see that Uncle Ying is hiding it. In fact, Yuki's condition has worsened because of this incident.

"Yuki has never had any friends, she can never remember any friends, and she always studies alone. Not only does her sister dislike her, but her father doesn't take her seriously at all at first.

“She has been holding the guitar her mother left her since she was a child, playing alone in her room since she was a child, and growing up lonely.

"Because she has no friends at all, no topics, and no social interaction. She can only look at the blue sky and leaves outside the window. This is how her habit of being in a daze comes from.

"Finally, she found a home where she could stay for a while. She was happy and happy, but she felt guilty towards us and chose to give up everything on her own initiative and bear the pain alone."

Sakakihara Raku suddenly smiled at Tenkai Kuruuri and Tenkai Seven Mingyue:

"In the past two weeks, I have been thinking, if yuki had not met me, would things have been better?

"Although she has not been able to experience everything she likes recently, at that time she was not sad and had basically no emotions and could not care about anything.

"It was me who made her have feelings. It was me who made yuki become like this. It was me who gave yuki hope, and it was me who chose to abandon yuki and let her return to that lonely home with her feelings.

"Qiyue Liuli, I'm sorry, I was wrong. I really can't bear to see this.

"When I see her in pain, I will also suffer. Just like I sympathize with your experience, I will also sympathize with Yuki and have the idea of ​​​​saving her and compensating her.

"I just called Aunt Zi to ask. Although the new home that Yuki is going to is the best choice at the moment, Yuki has not been treated well by her fourth sister before.

"Just like when I was a child, I saw July sitting alone at the bus stop and Liuli hiding in front of the flower bed crying alone. I hope that everyone will not feel so uncomfortable. What's more, it's because of me that Zhixue is like this.

"So, these are my thoughts, these are the reasons why I want to take yuki back."

He firmly finished a long speech that he had never had in his life.

Sakakihara hopes that his meaning and thoughts can be well conveyed to the ears of Qiyue and Liuli, and hopes that they will understand these thoughts and feelings.

It doesn't matter if you don't understand.

Now that they can still stand here and listen to themselves say these words, Sakakihara Raku is extremely grateful.

"Um"

Afterwards, Tianhai Qimingyue spoke first:

"The expression is quite clear, but do you understand what bringing Zhixue back this time means?"

"Of course it's clear."

"Then why should my sister and I take responsibility for your personal mistakes? If I remember correctly, grandpa and dad originally sent Yuki here, just to ask you to treat her as a sister? You guys are still here because of the attributes of your central air conditioner. Taking too much care of her makes her fall in love with you.

"Of course. My sister and I are also at fault for this. Yuki has asked us for help several times, but we couldn't agree to it because of something. Only someone enthusiastically helped. This is indeed my sister and I's fault. So we don't Blame her for falling in love with you.

"It's just that you have to understand what it means to us that you want to bring Yuki back. You want to be responsible for Zhixue. No problem, my sister and I can understand it, but it's like any woman seeing herself Just like when the person you love most cheats on you, the first thing that comes out of your heart is anger and unhappiness.

"Here, I must ask, if my sister and I had too close contact with other men, even if we had our own correct reasons, wouldn't you be angry or uncomfortable?

"I think the answer is self-evident, right?"

"I understand," Sakakihara Raku knew that this was an irrefutable fact, "but I will work hard to win your and Ruri's forgiveness."

"You're just being rogue."

"I know, but I have no choice. I will spend my whole life begging you and Liuli for forgiveness."

"Then there's no need to say anything else," Tianhai Qimingyue took Tianhai Jiuliuli's hand, "Sister, let's go back to the bedroom to pack our luggage."

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Amami Kuruuri, who was led away by her decisive sister, hesitated a little. She looked more at Sakakibara Raku standing in front. She seemed to want to say something, but her mouth remained open for a long time, but she still couldn't say anything.

In fact, she didn't know what to say.

The two sisters packed their bags very quickly. When the two of them changed into their clothes for the rainy day and pulled out their packed suitcases, the food on the dining table that had been prepared a long time ago was even still warm.

"Sister Qiyue. Sister Liuli, why don't you think about it more?"

"No need, Ling. This is my brother's choice, and my sister and I should respect it."

Before leaving, Nanami Nanami didn't even look at Sakakibara Raku.

Her expression seemed to be sulking or jealous. She decisively took her sister's hand and silently walked out the door together with her sister.

Then with a "click" sound, the entrance door was closed tightly.

Where are they going and how are they going to deal with school matters.

Don't know anything about it.

It was like leaving suddenly.

The air in the house returned to silence, and Sakakibara Suzu looked at Raku Sakakibara who was still standing there with some confusion.

She felt a little uneasy inside.

This uneasiness comes from how quickly Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli left.

It even seemed like a sudden joke.

It was so fast that she was a little overwhelmed.

It seems like two more members are missing from the family.

The home that was originally bustling with people having dinner suddenly became deserted.

"Old brother?"

"." Sakakihara Raku didn't answer, and his back looked very thin.

That's right. Is this all there?

It will definitely be sad.

"Brother, what should we do next? Let me tell you, if you say this, Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli will definitely leave in anger. You see, even Sister Liuli, who has always been facing you, can't even say a word. I couldn’t help you say it.”

"at this point--"

".Find a way to make up for the mistake as soon as possible?" Sakakihara Suzu tried to ask.

"Let's eat first." Sakakihara turned his head towards the dining table.

"I understand, then -" Sakakihara Suzu was stunned for a moment, and then saw her brother walking to the dining table and pulling out a chair to sit down like a normal person, "Wait! Eat first?!"

Raku Sakakihara picked up his chopsticks like a normal person, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Otherwise? Liuli kindly prepared such a table of food for us, but it would be cold if we didn't eat it. It's a pity."

you guy

What exactly are the ingredients?

Sakakihara Suzu was going crazy, scratching her little green hair hard:

"Hey, hey, hey! Something's wrong! Something's wrong! You just pissed them off! If you don't think of a solution quickly, you're still in the mood to sit down and have a leisurely meal?!"

"Quiet--!"

Sakakibara closed his eyes and spoke in a long voice, like a serious command, "Otherwise, what should I do? When I'm hungry, I have to eat before I have the strength to think. What I need to do now is not only bring Zhiyuki back, but also Bring Qiyue and Liuli back together. It’s such an important matter, there are so many things to think about, how can we not eat enough?”

While Sakakibara was talking, he filled a bowl of rice for himself, casually picked up the stir-fried pork made of glass, put it in the bowl with the rice, and started eating like this.

You just started eating it? !

Seeing that her brother was still enjoying the food, Suzu Sakakihara was speechless.

This, this guy

How many wrong tendons did your head have today?

How much of a short-circuit did he have to make him look so different from a normal person now?

"A Ling, you don't want to eat? It will be really cold if you don't eat."

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Seeing him taking a few mouthfuls of a bowl of rice, Sakakihara Suzu couldn't help it anymore and asked aloud:

"Are you abnormal, or am I abnormal?"

Sakakibara put the green vegetables in his mouth with chopsticks and said while eating:

"I don't know if you are normal or not. Anyway, I am normal. I feel 100% guilty for Qiyue and Liuli, and also for Yuki. So, my top priority now is to eat enough, and then find a way to make up for it. them, try to deal with the relationship between them, and invite them to go home early.”

".After everything is like this, bro, are you still so optimistic?!"

"You are not optimistic. Is there any use in hesitating? Thoughts are not important now, actions are the only criterion. Anyway, I will definitely take them home and I will do what I say."

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This guy is hopeless.

"Okay, Ah Ling, please sit down and eat quickly. I can't finish so much by myself. And don't worry, I won't do anything sorry for Qijiu. They trust me so much and are so willing to believe me. I How can you take the initiative to do things that betray them?"

Raku Sakakihara waved his chopsticks to direct, and continued to eat his dinner.

This guy has started talking nonsense.

It's really hopeless.

But that's it.

What else could Sakakihara Suzu say?

All I can do is eat.