About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple

"What did Lejun say?"

When he saw Amami Kuruuri's blushing cheeks, her two little hands on her chest, her lips pressed together and she said this to herself, Sakakihara felt that her heart had stopped.

Literal cardiac arrest.

"is it not OK.?"

Her next words brought Sakakibara out of his daze.

The misty bathroom, the hot water soaking the whole body, the blushing gaze, and the girl's slender pink shoulders stained with water droplets. These all made Sakakihara Raku's heart beat faster, and her face and body were as red as fire. .

But when he thought about his inner thoughts about taking the initiative just now, Sakakibara pretended to be calm and said:

"sure."

He agreed

This was good news for Tianhai Jiuliuli, but she was not in the excited state of cheering after getting this exact reply. Her face remained red and hot. After a careful "hmm", she lowered her head and left his chest.

Most of the girl's body was submerged in the hot water again, making a sound.

This time she did not lean against Sakakihara Raku's chest again, but sat on her knees in front of him, leaving him with an extremely red face.

Probably because of what he said just now, and the reason why he was agreed to.

Jiuliuli, who was already very insecure, felt more uneasy. She thought of what might happen at night and began to worry about the future.

For example, "will you be responsible for yourself?", "will you always like yourself?", "will you marry yourself?" There are endless thoughts...

While feeling uneasy, Tianhai Jiuliuli also comforted herself in her heart——

No, you can't think like that. That would be distrust of Lejun...

He was still willing to believe in himself even though he had treated him that way.

Be willing to forgive yourself.

Be willing to accept yourself.

I am willing to cook delicious dishes for myself every day.

How could I not trust him?

Sakakibara looked towards her watery cheek and saw that her face was flushed and her eyes were slightly red and moist.

What is she thinking about now?

Do you regret saying what you just said?

She looks very weak and helpless now. She must be extremely complicated inside, right?

Sakakibara, who was originally forced to rely on the right side of the bathtub, slightly propped himself up, and his eyes met the girl's burning cheek.

He knew that Jiu Liuli had to make a lot of mental preparations to say what he just said to himself.

"Liu Li, are you not mentally prepared?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli closed her eyes hard twice and then raised her red eyes and said hurriedly: "No! Yes, it's completely okay!"

"I know, I know, Liuli, you don't have to be so nervous." Sakakihara tried his best to calm her down.

"Hug, sorry, I'm a little excited. But it's not that I'm unwilling... but I'm still a little..." Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't know how to describe these emotions.

"Embarrassed?" Sakakihara followed her words and helped her speak.

"Yes!" Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded vigorously after hearing what he said as if he understood it by heart.

"It's normal to be embarrassed. I..." Sakakibara looked away and touched his chin, "Even me, I would feel embarrassed. After all, this kind of thing also means entrusting one's life to one person, which is a very heavy thing. , Jiuliuli must be thinking so."

"..." Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't reply, but he listened to every word in his heart.

"I can understand your current mood, Liuli. If you like someone, you must want to be good to that person, want to be close to the other person, want to have more contact with the other person, want and be willing to trust the other person completely... But Liuli, being willing to trust the other person does not mean that you must have a sense of security when you are about to entrust your life to you. Not having a sense of security means not trusting the other person, which is not the case at all.

"Because this is a lifelong thing for you... I don't know what other girls think about this, but I know that Liuli always keeps a distance from other members of the opposite sex outside and doesn't wear too charming clothes. For such a conservative girl, she must feel this way.

"So, please don't worry too much. Liuliqian's uneasiness towards me is normal and correct. In other words, you should ask for more from me now, ask for more, and want to be good to you only. This is normal... After all, Liuli, you have decided to commit your life to me."

Tianhai Jiuliuli's eyes turned red after hearing these many understood words.

In fact, she had been thinking that after going through that incident, she had no qualifications to ask him for anything.

In terms of emotions, he is mostly willing to sympathize with himself...

But what he is saying now is telling himself that he is willing to respect himself, his own ideas, his emotional temper, and his needs from him...

This feeling of recognition was unprecedented before meeting him.

My mother always has only one goal for herself. If she completes it, she will take it for granted. If she fails to complete it, she will practice harder. Even if she wants her to take her out with her, go to an amusement park or eat out, she will My mother never cared.

But now, he cares very much, and he is willing to care, and he is willing to respect his own thoughts and the needs that he hides in his heart and dare not speak out.

This made Tianhai Jiuliuli feel warm in her heart.

Feeling recognized and liked.

Amami Kuruuri, whose eyes were originally red, couldn't help but tears falling from the corners of her eyes at this moment. She stared at Sakakihara Raku's face sideways and pressed her lips tightly. She couldn't hold back the tears, but she was strong. Same as patience.

"I...I...I don't know, should, should..."

Sakakihara felt her mood seriously and wanted to comfort her as much as possible, so he reached out his hand and wiped the tears on her cheeks, "Don't look at me like this, it makes me seem like I'm bullying you. "

"It's just...just bullying...why...why are you saying these things to me."

"I'm just trying to comfort you... don't cry. It makes me feel quite uncomfortable when I see you crying."

"...I, I didn't cry, I, I just, just... I don't know what I want to say..."

Sakakibara's mood was quite complicated at first, because there were too many things to consider with Jiu Liuli's request. But Jiuliuli's current "I don't know what I'm going to say" almost made him laugh.

"I know, I know. Liuli didn't cry. After all, she had promised her in my arms before. That was the last time she cried."

"Lejun, Lejun still wants to laugh..." Tianhai Jiuliuli pursed her lips and kept looking at him with her bright sky-blue eyes.

"Sorry, sorry." Raku Sakakihara apologized quickly, and then looked at her like a little girl and couldn't help but smile.

"annoying."

"Punch me a few more times to feel comfortable."

"The thing about dropping the bath towel just now is also bad!"

"Then hit me and calm down, but it really wasn't my intention... I'm embarrassed to help you wash your back."

"I'm sorry, Lejun, you're still pinching me..."

Alas, Sakakibara Raku could only say "Amitabha" in his heart. After all, he was still a virgin, and it was his first time to wash the back of a girl of the same age. There was nothing he could do about the overflow of emotions in adolescence. After all, he was physiologically curious and wanted to try hugging her normally. What does it feel like to pinch a thin waist that feels particularly soft when you put it on? Ahem.

"Didn't I explain it before? It's all because Liuli is too cute."

"Isn't this Lejun's fault..." Tianhai Jiuliuli said softly.

After the conversation just now, the atmosphere between the two became much better. Sakakibara Raku could clearly feel that he felt much more comfortable talking to Jiu Liuli.

After a while.

"Liu Li..."

"Hmm..." Tianhai Jiuliuli responded a little shyly and evasively.

"Well, take a bath, let's just stop here..."

How could Tianhai Jiuliuli not understand what he meant?

After a moment of hesitation, she responded lightly, "Well..."

"Then, are you sleeping?"

"..."

There was another quite long silence.

"Lejun... go out first..."

"What about Liuli..."

"I, I'll be out in a minute..."

"Oh, this, that's it, I even said I would carry you out."

"H-hug it out or something...it's so embarrassing..."

"Liuli, are you... still a little embarrassed?"

"Of course...Isn't this a natural thing..."

"Oh, okay then, I'll go out first and I'll wait for you outside."

Wait for me? !

Tianhai Jiuliuli watched him get up and walk out of the bathroom, his cheeks becoming hot and red again.

What are you talking about...

The girl who is alone in the bathroom lowers your shy face again.

*

Raku Sakakibara simply wiped his body, which was filled with white air from the hot water, with a bath towel outside. He picked up the remote control to increase the temperature of the hotel's air conditioner, and then sat back on his bed.

Looking at Jiuliuli's fragrant clothes on the white quilt, he would inevitably have certain thoughts about what Jiuliuli said to him.

This is nonsense. Who wouldn’t want to spend the night with a cute and beautiful girl like Jiuliuli?

During the waiting time while looking at the hazy glass wall of the bathroom, Sakakibara saw his mobile phone on the bedside flashing.

Take a closer look at the phone screen.

Tianhai Qimingyue, who has a cartoon shark avatar, sent a message to herself using line.

"doing what?"

I don’t know if Miss Qiu Er’s intuition is too effective for me. Sakakibara wondered why she had just come out of the bathroom, why Qi Qi Er sent a message.

Raku Sakakihara glanced at the timestamp in the upper right corner of his phone.

23:34:21

"Nothing, I just came out of the bath. You should be sleeping at this time, right? You had so much fun today, going shopping and watching Jaws at Universal Studios."

"Um."

Compared to the cold July who usually chatted with her, Raku Sakakihara felt that her tone was much softer across the Internet.

"What's the matter with chatting with me so late?"

"Can't sleep."

"Can't sleep? No, you seem to be very happy today."

"I had a pretty good day today, at least I felt like I was traveling, but that doesn't mean I was able to sleep well at night."

…

July... there is something in the words.

What state is she probably in now?

Sakakibara roughly imagined that he was staying alone in an oversized hotel suite. He had just taken a shower, or had not taken a shower. He was leaning on the bed by himself, holding his mobile phone and reading a book because he couldn't sleep...

Ah, although July usually looks very cold and alienated from people.

But judging from the results of Sakakibara's recent visits to her, she still hopes to go to her by herself. She is even willing to let her knees rest on her and let her squeeze her legs and rub her feet.

Although he agreed to her, he and she are now boyfriend and girlfriend.

But for Qiyue, her boyfriend is currently in the next room with someone else, maybe talking and laughing, and he is very happy.

…

"Sorry." Sakakihara tapped her fingers on the screen, hovering over the green send button for two seconds, and finally pressed it.

After five seconds, the bubble pops up:

"Is an apology enough?"

"It's definitely not enough." Sakakihara continued to reply.

"I don't want to bind you with promises, Le. The only thing I hope now is that the person I like is at least someone who won't cheat on me."

"..."

"Sorry, I just remembered some things from the past when I was reading a book."

"...So, you came to chat with me with the idea of ​​sharing your feelings?"

"You are my boyfriend, can't I talk to you?"

"..."

Seeing this text in the bubble window, Sakakihara wanted to scratch the back of his head for no reason.

This is not something that Qi would usually say.

"Le, you still owe me many stories."

…

Sakakihara Raku recalled the scene of making a promise on that summer night when he was a child.

"If you don't hurry up, the rest of your life won't be enough to repay you."

…

Sakakibara watched the little shark's head dim with his own eyes.

it's wired.

It's really strange. Qi Qi obviously didn't tell him anything about Liuli, but everything made him want to think about Qi Qi.

Don't feel sorry for her again, don't break your promise to her again.

After all, she has always kept the promise she made until now.

If, if I really agreed to Liuli tonight, I would definitely know about it on the second day of July.

What will she think then?

Sakakibara feels that with Qiyue's character, now that she has given up everything for herself, if he breaks his agreement with her again - to make peace with Ruri first... then Qiyue will be really disheartened. Gone far away.

Suddenly another message popped up on Line.

It’s still July.

Sakakibara picked up the phone again and checked it.

"Ah, by the way, I saw my sister enter your room with my own eyes."

really……

"Do you remember what I just said?"

"Which sentence?"

"Guess."

"I still owe you a lot of stories. Should I go stay with you at midnight tonight?"

"no."

"what is that?"

"Guess."

Amami Nanamiyue still had the same answer, and Sakakibara thought about it for a while.

"Don't you want to bind me with your emotions?"

"Add the word 'too' before restraint. If you tease your sister appropriately, she will like her. This is something I have personally verified."

Then, after that, Tianhai Qimingyue lost faith.

Sakakihara finally understood that Qiyue didn't want to break his bottom line.

But he had no intention of breaking the bottom line. If he dared to do that, Qi Qi might knock on the door in the middle of the night. That would be terrible.

He didn't want to suddenly sit on the bedside and look at the two of them coldly while holding Liuli and Qiyue.

It’s like a horror movie, isn’t it?

Putting down the phone, Tianhai Jiuliuli just walked out of the bathroom hesitantly.

Her beautiful figure was wrapped in a bath towel, her shoulders were white as snow, and her face was a cute cherry-pink color. She had dried her hair and was holding one arm coyly, walking slowly to the bed.

"That... that that..."

"Liu Li is scared again?"

"Turn off, turn off the light, I, I'm still a little embarrassed."

"understandable."

Sakakibara stood up and turned off the big lights in the hotel room, leaving only some faint light hidden in the corners.

The atmosphere became more ambiguous.

"Liu Li, very cute."

"...Now, just don't say these embarrassing words."

"Then what should I do?"

"Stupid, stupid..."

Sakakibara put his arm around her waist and picked up the princess. This moment was a bit sudden. It was the first time that Tianhai Jiuliuli was held wholeheartedly by him like this.

"Liu Li is a little heavy. Have you gained weight recently?"

"How can...I, I have always been this weight..."

Sakakibara looked at the blushing cheeks of the cute girl in his arms and pressed her forehead against her, "Ruri is so cute."

"Don't, don't say it..."

"Then shall I carry you up?"

"Um……"

After seeing Tianhai Jiureli hiding her face and nodding lightly, Sakakibara hugged her on the white bed with some anxiety but in a good mood. He put his hands on top and looked at the shy man with long flaxen hair hanging open. girl.

Because of his gaze from above and his aura that could not be ignored from above to below, the girl's flawless white legs, which had her eyes closed tightly, involuntarily tightened inwards out of fear.

Sakakihara admired her face for a while, took a deep breath, said something to her, leaned over and kissed her lips.

…

(Continued, Chapter 263.5)

…

Late at night, Tianhai Qimingyue suddenly opened her eyes in her sleep and glanced at the wall of the next room.

"You wouldn't dare anyway. It doesn't matter."

She lowered her head and said to herself, then turned around and covered her head with the quilt.