The.Mistress

The.Mistress,

I submit to her because it's the only way I can have her. I submit to her and thought I could be in this arrangement forever. I submit to her but can't tell her I loved her. I thought it's better this way than not with her at all.

But my heart wanted more. I wanted to have a life with her and not the stolen moments we shared. She wanted to rule and reign over me. But in truth I wasn't really a sub by nature. I only did this because of her. And my fake submissive act has its own end. My alpha obsessive streak wanted to come out and dominate.

I wondered who would win and who would bend between the two of us?